Enough
By: Isabelle Morgan
I’ve been thinking about touch
The rush of it moving
The sweat of both of our choosing
The moment words aren’t enough
When a smile loses the eyes
The transition from honest to a guess
To sharing the soft part of my mattress where I sleep best
The reason I question myself and the other
I have parents drilling holes
One in the north and two in the south
Desperately digging for the reason
For an explanation
But the words would stretch evenings
And I don’t think they would consider it enough
But when I accidentally split it
Manage to breathe next the feeling that isn’t
Yours but flames the fire that smokes the entire
inside of this body that won’t stop
Loosing focus
It’s enough
One of us is fighting
And the other just wants to keep hiding
To continue writing
To pretend the world isn’t breaking
And that a mind can move a heart
Into more than just surviving
Being enough
Something other than us
The universal we
I’m not talking about you and me
Trust is a gritty bite to crunch
And even more painful to swallow
Or I think that’s what they say
Most of the time I’m just trying not to throw up